i hate this feeling of lethargy that winter imminenetly thrusts upon us year after year.makes u look at ur whole life and detest the lack of effort and progress at the present time.

i thought the beginning of a new year would b an inspiration to finally get down to achieving some of the goals i have in mind. but alas, tht fire has gone out...and it just wont return. resolutions and plans go down the drain, nthg sticks or makes me stick.

i know...it wont happen unless i make it.and blaming it on the weather is the coward's way out.i wish there was a pill to make it happen, to get the ball rolling...to initiate change.