i think the scariest situation in the world is when you have a plan, and you are so sure its going to work out but it dosent, and it only gets worse if everything revolved around ur plan for a certain period of time. like when you are so sure that you want to b a doctor, and yet u can't pull through high school with the sort of grades u wud like to. then, everyone has an opinion, and the only person who should have one (i.e yourlsef) dosent have one.
i wonder if something of this sort is a sign, a sign that says *you are not cut out for wat u're so bent on doing*. how do we really decide? if after seeing ourselves as a proffessional in a certain field, we get a sign like this. me..i've gone numb...just going with the flow, rite now, in my mind i have no direction to life.
and that correction, is the scacriest feeling.