i hate this feeling of lethargy that winter imminenetly thrusts upon us year after year.makes u look at ur whole life and detest the lack of effort and progress at the present time.

i thought the beginning of a new year would b an inspiration to finally get down to achieving some of the goals i have in mind. but alas, tht fire has gone out...and it just wont return. resolutions and plans go down the drain, nthg sticks or makes me stick.

i know...it wont happen unless i make it.and blaming it on the weather is the coward's way out.i wish there was a pill to make it happen, to get the ball rolling...to initiate change.

about one year ago, a distant relative of mine, underwent a horrific experiance. it so happened, that when she went into labour with her first child, her doctor was not available, and the nurse induced painful contractions in the mother's uterus. unknown to the nurse was the fact that the mother had a weak pelvis and so a natural birth would kill her and her baby...and that, sadly, is precisely what happened.
although my sister, being a lawyer, gave the greiving family contacts to a lawyer who handled cases of medical negligance, the sorrow ran so deep that no action was taken, i believe lack of awareness and education were also factors leading to the case being left untended by a proffessional in the field of law.
this is but one of many cases of medical negligance, not only common in a third world country such as Pakistan , but also in the developed world. i wish for this post to serve as a means for many people to realise the intensity of this form of malpractice.
please raise ur voice on any available forum...and let people know, that a white lab coat and a doctor's degree is not a license to destroy lives.

if i could learn any language in the world, which one would it be?
it was wen someone asked me this question that i thought about it for the first time. and i couldnt reach a conclusion...spanish, french, persian..? i dont know, i realised, i had never thought about something so simple. isnt it funny how, until someone dosent mention it, half of us dont think abt simple things we would love to do, or even witness everyday...like the flying bird i mentioned in an earlier post. makes u wonder...how wrapped up our we in our lives?

i think the scariest situation in the world is when you have a plan, and you are so sure its going to work out but it dosent, and it only gets worse if everything revolved around ur plan for a certain period of time. like when you are so sure that you want to b a doctor, and yet u can't pull through high school with the sort of grades u wud like to. then, everyone has an opinion, and the only person who should have one (i.e yourlsef) dosent have one.
i wonder if something of this sort is a sign, a sign that says *you are not cut out for wat u're so bent on doing*. how do we really decide? if after seeing ourselves as a proffessional in a certain field, we get a sign like this. me..i've gone numb...just going with the flow, rite now, in my mind i have no direction to life.
and that correction, is the scacriest feeling.

a coloured object appears of a certain colour because it reflects that specific wavelength of the spectrum...so in the dark...is everything colourless?

praise be to the Lord. He created the universe such tht space is vaccum. and wat do u know, sound cant travel through vaccum. hence we are deaf th the numerous explosions occuring on the surface of the sun and other stars. if we could hear them...we would not have been able to survive.
My Lord rocks :D

When we see a bird flying, how often do we look close enough to realise that its wings move vertically, and yet its net direction of motion is in the horizontal plane?